After The Pride

(See: The Path Of The Party)
I didn't execute any discipline. I ended up sleeping through until noon, the first day I was intending to go to work independently. And, I was crushed about it.
The three day period between my dad leaving town, and the following Monday changed my life forever.

I had come across a copy of Eckhart Tolle's book: A New Earth. And although I had never read anything in regards too spirituality\philosophy, I had always unknowingly experimented with it. Needless to say, I had a long and anxious three days. At times I felt like I was going to vomit, and other times I was grinning ear to ear. It was an absolute terror that was like a bad trip on mushrooms. But I got through it and by the time Monday arrived, I was smiling. I had a small piece of joy inside of me that wouldn't fade. There is alot of great thinking in this world and it can benefit you to a great deal.
Our greatest tool is knowledge and we can use it not to defend or offend, but rather to know, and understand.