From The Finish

I got a job now, so im really cool and shit. I get money every two weeks and now i can hang with my friends and wild-out. Also, ladies are obviously gonna DIG the flow, and i got so much respect from my peers for being such a regular. Know what, if I keep this up I could work my way to a better position and totally become a rich guy... buying fancy cars and cool shit all the time with gold chains and hennessy. But then I have to work every single day, and I won't find time for hobbies and other fun activities, what if I get addicted to working and can't live without the money that i have come to love so dearly. What about those ladies, i might get attached to one and end up married with a kid in a house with a dog. oh dear oh dear. Mortgage payments, Car payments, Insurance Payments, Dog Payments. Oh no, and what about the kids they need to get a good education so i need to start saving for college. BUT luckily nothing has happened. Maybe. Just maybe, I can make decisions later? Make decisions when its time to make them, or should decisions even be made? What if you went with the flow of the world. Accepted every single thing that came to you and letting go of everything that left you... would that be a happy life to live? Because it seems that if you are trying to control another beings (even an object's) fate, you sacrifice your own because now instead of moving on, you are fighting for what you have 'lost'. The moment you start to fight for something that has been 'lost', is the moment the feeling of loss begins controlling you. The fight would not happen otherwise. Fighting to gain is the same, although you may see the 'satisfaction' at the end of the road,why can satisfaction not be reached with less stuff, or less recognition. Where does the balance lie. gross.